Where Am I

               I'm at a turning point in life. Done with college, done with my internship, looking into grad schools and careers. The friends and family who I went to college with are either going back to school, or carving their own patterns into the wood-plate of life, as so must I. It's a hard adjustment in the heart when those who were always around you everyday are far and wide, with you having to do the same. Sigh, life can be really tough when the unwanted happens and it hits you in the face. I feel like I'm back at square one in this thing. I wanna get my masters and all my certifications, but then what happens next? I gotta search near and high for a top-notch place that'll higher me, slowly move up the ladder, maybe own a facility, maybe create my own in years time. I don't wanna wait that long for uncertainty to happen. I wanna make it big in life, live lavish, travel the world, be a somebody you know. I wanna be legendary or famous for something. I joke around with rapping and I like fashion but I don't believe for sure that I could make it in those fields. Smh, I'm kinda at a standstill n I don't like it. It sure would've been nice to be born with a silver spoon in my mouth and life already lined up for me so maybe this wouldn't be so stressful. Sometimes I think I'm kinda lazy for not pushing myself harder and being more ambitious. It's time for a change...

ANIME!!!

So I found an all anime channel today. All Japanese anime cartoons 24/7. Brings back so many memories. I swear anime's have to be among the best shows to happen to television. They've got it all...Action, comedy, drama, mystery, excellent plot lines... It's like watching a whole bunch of Oscar caliber short movies. I wish I had cable in my own room to watch it cuz I love me some anime. Gundam Wing, Blue Gender, Naruto, Dragon Ball Z, Love Hina, School Rumble, Inuyasha, Bleach, Outlaw Star, Trigun, Ronin Warriors, I could go on forever. The success of animes probably explains the success of Japanese rpg's like final fantasy and tales of symphonia. Just a happy moment in my day I thought I'd share lol.

More Shout Outs

If ya'll remember a couple of posts back I hitchall with a song from my man chosen. Well he dropped another joint which I honestly think is fire. It's called "I'm here" and it samples that old school song "it's a shame" by the spinners. Check it out. and if you're an A & R or record prodcuer viewing my blog lol, hit him up on his youtube page. He responds quick too. Look out for me as well as i'll be droppin a couple of joints myself. Fresh!

Sadly True, But Hilarious Nonetheless

BIG SHOUT OUTS!!!

YOOOOO!!! MY BEST FRIEND JUST CALLED ME AND TOLD ME THAT HE MADE THE CHINESE OVERSEAS BASKETBALL TEAM!!! HE'S GONNA FLY OUT IN MID SEPTEMBER. SHOUT OUTS BIG DAWG I'M PROUD OF YOU BRO!!!!

A Couple Randoms

- I wonder why our minds are so awake late at night
- I hate talking on the phone. Just send me a text or bbm
- I HATE that Everest college commercial guy...sooooo annoying
- I wish i had the original X-Men arcade game, super ninja boy and biker mice from mars for SNES
- Wish I could find my gauntlet legends for N64 and sonic adventure 2 battle. My sega saturn as well
- Everyday I wish I would have made my blog on tumblr lol. It's so much smoother and cooler
- What happened to all of the good animes of the late 90's early 2K's?
- I swear the best things in life are so hard to get
- As good as they are I'm getting tired of all of these 3D movies and payin for em. Dats why I keep a pair of 3D glasses on deck
- Adam Sandler makes me laugh but he plays the same role in every movie. Brad Pitt is the best actor in my eyes
- I hate Birdman. He's a horrible raper and waste of air in my eyes
- It seems like everybody's blog is ALLLL about fashion,celebrities and nothing else. smh
- I wish mutants were real. Not the conventional type. I'm talkin X- Men powered ones
- Or atleast superheroes, as long as I get to be one
- B.o.B. says "blowing STICKY like adhesive" in that ADDIDAS commercial...drug reference in American commercials heheheeee

"Haters shake my hand, but I keep the hand sanitizer on deck"

5 Randoim Things that Make Me Smile

1 - 90's cartoons/tv
2 - Spirtual beads/necklaces/bracelets
3 - Krispy Kreme original glazed doughnuts
4 - Dropping water balloons on ppl
5 - A win on XBOX live

Some Kid Cudi Art and Pics I Thought Was Dope. I'd Kill for Some Cudi Concert Tickets.... SERIOUSLY lmaooo

Summer Complete

So summer's not actually done, but my school work for the summer is. I'm officially done with college, finished my internship and am making moves towards grad school (lord willing). I learned alot this summer. Learned a higher degree of self restraint, how to deal with others who may not be more close minded, patience, how the business world works, and a greater degree of drive towards my goals in life. Thankfully I've increased the depth of my resume and increased my work experience towards more strength and conditioning work. However it's still gonna take me quite some time to realize my dreams. In other news, the muslim holy month of Ramadan started, so instead of living on easy street for a couple of weeks, i've got fast from sun up to sun down for the next month :_(. SMH. Gotta do it though. If anything I'm learning a great deal of self restraint and insight.

I Agree

One of my best friends was reading me an excerpt from a book he was reading that went like this, "People should have a near death experience, survive it, and then persevere through it to make them better appreciate life". Kinda dark but I agree with it...

Cloudy

I've been lost in a sea of uncertainty as of lately. A private issue has come come to play recently. I would love to persevere and see what the future holds for me, but at the same time, I don't want to let myself succomb to despairity and become the animal that I've seen my peers transform into because of the issue. What glitters in this case happens to be gold, diamond even, but a rush for wealth is what caused the miners to lose their minds...

I really don’t care if you’re gay, straight, white, asian, middle eastern, christian, atheist, agnostic, upper class or lower class. I don’t care if you dress from clothes from A&F or from the church donation box. I don’t care if you are skin and bones or if you weigh 300 pounds. I honestly don’t care if you are the quiet girl, play video games all day, or are stoned more often than you’re not. If you treat others with the utmost respect and kindness, you deserve my respect in return.
                                                        -Supportskate.tumblr.com

Crazy

Rough day at work the other day. So to start off the day the Estelle and Kanye "American Boy" song comes on at work (which is kinda weird for a gym). And the part where Estelle says some jiberish like "whatawha blood" right b4 Kanye raps comes on. Anyway my supervisor asks me what's my nationality, so I tell him I'm Bahamaian on my mother's side and West Indian on My father's (St. Thomas). So he then asks me, what is it that she's saying right there. Mind you, there's about 30 other ppl here, none black, but he asks me. I say I don't know, I'm pretty sure it's some British slang because she's from the U.K. So then he goes "AHHHH fellas, Ky doesn't know what she's saying on that part and his mother's Jamaican and his Father's Haitian"..... KINDA IGNORANT being that I didn't say I was either of those nationalities, and also because he expected da black kid in the facility to know that. Anyway the older hockey guys are in today (between age 17-25) and they say, " Kymani we didn't know you were Jamaican", I say "I'm not, I told John I was Bahamian and West Indian but somewhere out of there he said I was Jamican and Haitian". So the hokey guys immediately jump on my supervisor like, "John you Racist!, He never said he was Jamaican or Haitian, and how come you asked him what they're saying in the song, just cuz he's black?! We like hip-hop and R & B too jerk". This kinda made me laugh a little, but i was still aggravated with my supervisor, but didn't wanna bark on him like an ignorant nigga, so I cooled off. He apologizes to me for his actions because white ppl never really kno how to control what comes out of their mouths and apologizes if he offended me in anyway. So i forget about it and go on with my day (He's extranice to me the rest of the day).
                                But when he does ask me for something, it's to go get bananas from the store down the street for protein shakes, so when I go to look for my keys for my car, I quickly find out that i don't have them in my bookbag. My mind quickly goes to forgetting them in my car. When i walk to my car I see them hanging in the ignition.... Doors locked. Great. There's a slight crack in my window so I try to push the window down...Failure. Then I go back to work and ask my supervisor for a bar to try to jimmy the window open that i can reach my arm in and unlock the door... failure. Not only do I fail at that, but the people at the facility thought that I was trying to break into a car so they called the local police. We talked it out when they got there, they wouldnt help me either because "THEY DON'T DO THAT ANYMORE". They really called the jakes on me. SMH! They tell me to call AAA which I am not a member of. So I call AARP to find out my membrship was cancelled last year...Failure. So then I try to call the fire dept to see if they can come open it for me. While I'm callin them i see one of those fire chief jeeps leaving the parking lock around 8-10 meters away. So I yell "Hey Wait!!" They start to drive off, So i chase the jeep. I chased this jeep for about 200 meters, without them stopping at any stop signs, me cutting across lawns and throwin my arms in the air, at about 250 meters the guy drivin the jeep revs his engine and starts to pull off, so i throw the bar i had in my hand at the jeep to get his attention and they still don"t stop. So i basically chase da jeep another 200 meters before givin up and the jeep is outta sight.
                          I know, this is a long post, BUT it doesn't end there. I call AAA to open my window, they say they'll send a car over but they'll have to charge me. I say cool watever jus send it. When the AAA calls me and says he's 2 mins away, I get another call from AAA dat says I have to pay the guy 60 dollars, IN CASH or he won't open the window. YOU CAAAAN'T BE SERIOUS! I tell the lady you kno I dont have 60 cash on me. She says do you want me to cancel the car, I say no i"ll get the money. So when I call the AAA car guy back, he tells me he turned around because his supervisor told him to because I didnt have the money. S...M...HEAD!! When I get back to the work I ask my supervisor for a wired hanger to jimmy in the window and unlock the door. I sat in the hot ass parking lot for approx 2 hours trying to unlock that door while a softball game was going on and nobody helped me in a white community. I was hella tight. When I finally got the lock open the whole softball game audience clapped it up for me and was like "YEAAA YOU FINALLY GOT IT OPEN!". I try not to be a nigga but I went off on that whole crowd as I walked back into my internship. Long story, sounds crazy, all true. One of the most annoying yet eye opening days of my life. Somehow I found a way to calm myself down and kick the whole experience to the back, just thought I had to write it down.

Wiz Goin Hard As Usual

I Was Never One For Jewelery, But If I Did Wear A Chain...

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